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When people said the person "you’re meant to be with is sometimes just in front of you…" I always laugh and decided to not to believe that old stupid statements. But recently, something happened, again I got involved in a relationship… with the most unlikely person in the while wide world - my best friend. Its a big leap of decision for me to make, BIG risk for me to take, and especially BIG sacrifices for me to think about. I’m gambling everything now, my comfort, my time and my friendship. If i lost him, I’ll lost my love AND my best friend. The issue on whether should we or should we not date our best friend has been opened long for dialog and discussion, and again mystery always wins… There’s no firm answer to this question. The what if will always come and torment the very peaceful mind, when it concerns this issue. If I were to lose him, I’ll lose both my love and my Best friend, but if I don’t, I’ll be the luckiest bitch in the world, I’ll get to keep both, my love AND my best friend… Well, i guess I just need to keep my finger crossed, pray hard, and maintain calmness in this relationship… Somehow I wish I am that lucky bitch… keeping both relationships… Whatever it is… year 2007 sees the happy version of me… Yes… Thank God, I am now finally happy… to my beloved boyfriend, thank you for accepting me the way i am, the way I’ve always been the bad and the best… To my best friend (who happened to be the same guy) You’re still the BEST! Amin…

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