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What’s the the true definition of waiting? Is it waiting for someone for a date.. for hours and hours.. or waiting for something to happen to you that might change the course of your life? or is it waiting for you to realize that waiting is just waiting as it seems? Waiting, perhaps one of the most painful, restless, anxious act of a human being, sitting down at a corner, doing nothing but hoping to get what he wants.. Recently, I waited for my love to finish his job interview for 9hours and about 30 mins, in a car, sweating, warmed by the sun and tired of anxiousness.. the truth is, not the sun or the concentration of waiting that numbed me.. but my worry that I will not be there when he’s out that drench my strength out of me.. I know, while waiting i can kill my time by doing some other things, like perhaps go to the nearest shopping mall to do some shopping.. or go to the nearest diners and grab a bite.. but again, the fear of me not being there for him killed every thought of me moving even an inch away from the office (where his interview was) as I really want to be the first person he turns to if things doesn’t go as well.. or the first person he shares his good news. Its insane come to think about it.. me the hot tempered lil missy.. waiting for my love for 9 hours.. its already insane for me to wait for anybody at all.. not to say 9 f**king hours.. and that all taught me a lesson.. waiting does not torture you.. what makes you wait is the torture.. the thoughts.. the intention and the purpose.. what you feel while waiting is the needle.. and waiting is simply the drug.. sigh.. will i wait again.. we’ll WAIT and see..

ahahaks..

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